Sunday, November 30, 2003
heys. todae's sunday. lemme blog abt fri and sat first kaes.. x))
fri:
choir pract in the mornin.. aftr choir chub n i decided to leave in spite of the heavy downpour wif kittens n pups.. we had to wait to cross the road.. bleahs~ we became wet lyk a.. er.. chicken.. =xXx luo tang ji.. yeps.. was shiverin lyk mad.. den i took a train to paya lebar to meet ah pig.. i had a great tym talkin to you han durin the train ride.. the long and draggy ride seemed shorter.. it was the best train ride ever.. x)) reached paya lebar.. had to wait for ws, kiki, and yong en.. blahs~ went orchard.. den all the movies they wanna watch we watch b4 ler.. so in the end pig n i went to hav lunch.. den walked ard lors.. den go home liao.. altho we din realli do much, we talked lar.. so quite fun.. hahas~ yeps.
sat:
mornin went to schl at ard 8+ to hand in appeal form.. bleahs~ when i stepped into the general office, i greeted the clerk rather nicely.. howeva, i was welcomed by a meanie. big big meanie. hmphf. she thinks she's so great. wth. pukes. felt lyk slappin her face. hees~ but honestly.. i tried being nice and polite and all tt.. she's jus so overbearin!!! hmphf. wadevers. den aftr tt i went home and on the com.. used friendster for a while.. nth much to do anyways.. the loadin was realli slow.. den took bus 12 to siglap cc.. met a couple of ahs students in the bus.. they were lyk discussin abt siglap cc.. siglap south or siglap.. bleahs~ miss goodie here went up to ask if they're goin for choir workshop.. they said yeah and den i told them it was siglap south.. heehee.. ok. lyk they din noe.. they knew lars.. jus werent sure.. choir workshop was fun.. hahahahahah. okie i mean.. fun.. yeps~ fun. schls lyk cat high, ahs, common wealth, (er-herms!!) vs, tk, (yays!!) and mjc.. cat high was superb.. *thumbs up* yeahs.. aftr choir pract went out wif chub, mojo, glenn, shu en, teresa, and marie.. went to hav lunch at roxy square.. (dots) ya.. den went parkway.. we sat at the dunno where and sang.. hahahahas.. aftr tt i went str to church.. den aftr sf went sembawang.. till 10+.. soo sleepy.. reached home at ard 11.. bathed and brushed teeth.. went to bed.. den my dad came in and woke mi up.. he bought bbq chicken wings!! yays~ i ate a few den brushed teeth and fell asleep the moment my head touched the pillow.. wheee~
sun:
dis mornin had to go church earlier coz had to play the piano for the so called [n.i.g.h.t.i.n.g.g.a.l.e.s.].. bleahs~ blahs~ finish. byes~
lurve dis song.. coz my cuz kept singing n singing till i realli lyk it lers.. x))
從前從前 有個人愛妳很久
但偏偏 風漸漸 把距離吹得好遠
好不容易 又能再多愛一天
但故事的最後妳好像還是說了(拜拜)
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
ppl, ppl, wad do u think of my lay? sarks? pls giv ur comments at the shout box.. thnx pals.. xD
todae woke up at 3+ hahas~ but got valid reason kaes.. ydae i slept at 5+!! corz i couldnt sleep.. i dunno y oso lars.. i did my chi hw at 4+ ahahs.. corz wanna li yong shi jian.. bcoz.. "yi cun guang ying, yi cun jing, cun jing nan mai cun guang ying".. dis is my fav phrase to tell chub ting.. yeah.. den gues wad i dreamt of? i dreamt tt chio meiting n i went to ngee ann sec to try the uniform.. =xXx is tt weird, or is tt plain weird.. hahahahhaha.. mad~ dunno y oso.. i think is chio meiting accompany mi dere coz i need to transfer schl.. den i go ngee ann sec.. den the skirt damn long.. oh.. den chio meiting asked mi a v farnie qsn.. she asked mi wad i'd think if she dye her hair till multi-coloured.. lols~ wad is wrong wif mi man.. dreamin of dis weird crazy stuffs.. hahaha.. shen jing bing.. oh yar.. fri actually saed wanted2 go out wif ws yong en and kiki de.. den now i think i'm gg out wif my pri schl frens le.. hahas.. haven tell ws yet.. hees~ scared.. ltr he kill mi.. hahas.. klars.. tmr.. sians.. most prob. todae or tmr i'll go out wif my cuz to sumwhere near.. coz wanna buy christmas prez for my frens.. hees.. oops~ cant b todae lers.. it's 4.11 liaos.. soo fas.. alamaks.. y i wake up so late.. haiyos~ klars.. i wanna go do my chi hw.. left one las du shu bao gao.. xiuqi jia you!!!!
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003
on sunday, i went to hotel ottani for ariel,
my NIECE's burfdae party.. wheee~ i'm so happy.. finally got a niece.. wahahas~ but lyk so old liddat.. she's sooo preeeety!!! okae, the food dere sarks alrite!! i wuld sae onli the laksa deserves a passin mark.. and it's 50 ok.. jus pass.. i had 3 bowls of laksa and i requested more prawns.. hahas~ the guy quite cute.. =xXx hahas.. neways.. eat eat.. den the ice cream.. yucks man.. onli the chocolate is nice.. rox.. yea.. den aftr tt went our wif shanwei n ying.. hahas~ yeps.. den monday.. woke up wif a terrible headache.. felt nauseous.. i had brunch.. i SORTA had brunch i shuld sae.. i ate two spoonful of rice.. i had no appetite and felt lyk pukin.. den i canceled my piano and went bck to sleep aftr swallowing two panadols.. woke up at ard 2.30.. felt so refreshed as if the headache was a dream which was felt.. lols~ (wad crap) yeah.. den called ying to ask wad tym we meetin.. had a bbq at jeremy's hse.. i woke up and used the com for a while.. and got shoo-ed off by my kor.. so went to watch tv.. den i went to bathe at ard 3+ when i came out.. ying called mi.. so i answered the phone.. i was shiverin coz i was naked.. din hav tym to put on my clothes.. but i was in the room mind u.. my kor was outside k.. i was in the room alone.. ya.. she said she was COMIN.. den i came out of the toilet.. do my usual stuffs.. slacked for lyk so long.. she stil din come.. she came at 4.25.. we were meetin joanne and meixin at interchange at 4.30.. wad do u think of tt? but gues wad.. when she came i was ironin my clothes.. wahahas!! i iron clothes ok!! *applause for mi* ok thnx.. yeah.. so in the end we actually left at 4.30.. wahahs.. den waited for the bus.. so long.. reached at 4.45.. hehehees.. but luckily they were not angri at all.. *suprised* den i said i was damn hungri coz i din hav lunch.. so i went macs buy fries.. den they go pasar malam dunno change wad thing.. den we went bck to the 17 dere at 5 to meet.. we reached the pasir ris bus stop at ard 6? i think so.. den waited for feng jiao lao shi to go fetch us frm dere to her condo.. when we reached, we had a prayer den we went down for the bbq.. yay!! we had half-bbq-ed chicken wings.. yarks. the chicken wings were all bbq-ed by eunice, meixin, jing qiu all tt.. lols~ tt's why all so bloody.. whahahas~ but quite nice..!! *eww* hhaas.. my fav was the curry.. yum yum.. lurve it man.. elim's ah ma make one.. i had tt since pr1? rox man!!! coz her ah ma sells curry at rss canteen.. i realli miss rss.. ="'( lurve the food too..
tk canteen food sarks!!! yeah.. and i ate a couple of sausages too.. nice.. i played badminton and ate sausages at the same tym.. wahahas~ pro rite.. ahahs.. meixin damn pro.. she jus kept smackin.. ahhas.. badminton player mars.. hahs.. yea.. den aftr tt went home le lor.. had a ride frm desmond.. or rather, desmond's dad.. yeah.. den aftr tt.. mi n ying went 7-11.. hahas.. i bought ice cream and a drink too.. den went home le.. todae.. woke up at ard 2+.. was lyk.. HUH.. so fas.. i thot stil earli.. hahas~ yeps.. todae kor's burfdae.. so ya.. happy burfdae.. blahs~ he dun come here anyway so wth. yaya.. blah~ supposed2 go celebrate his burfdae todae.. supposed to go eat sum nice stuff.. den now.. he went his fren's chalet.. so tonight we're gonna settle wif grandma's cookin.. =xXx it's nice k!! lurve it!! xD bleahs~ yeps.. damn bored.. i did so many testimonials for ppl todae.. i think my previous lay was nicer.. rite? nvm nvm.. i'll change my shout box colour den wil b nice le.. i lurve the kitten.. so damn qute.. xD kaes.. all for now ya..
mUaCkKkxXx!!
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Sunday, November 23, 2003
hi blog!! -_- neways.. todae i'm fine lers.. went to the toilet onli twice dis mornin.. nth too disgustin lars.. *hahas* went for choir pract at siglap cc again.. pract onli for genting grp de.. yups.. den got sec4s oso.. feels more lyk tk choir.. =) hmmm~ aftr pract gort sectionals led by joan.. xueping, our previous section leader was also dere to help out.. hmm.. it was fine lors.. but quite long.. but our sL oso v tired mars.. so mus try our bes no matter wad.. i'm realli thnkful corz sops alwaes get the gd section leaders.. *yays* okae, i'm not sayin other section's section leaders are not gud ok, i'm jus sayin my section leader, and my previous section leader rawks kae. yeps!! rawks!! corz sop section simply rawks.. yeps.. agree rite? yea i noe.. anyway.. aftr tt played a little badminton, first wif bad mojo, den wif si chub, den wif glenn.. bad mojo keep playin wif the floor.. wth. si chub's a v gd player hor.. yala.. all better than mi.. happy? xD left siglap cc for schl.. took bus 12.. den bad mojo wanted to go roxy square eat.. i dun wanna hav ten otahs for lunch kaes.. so i sae go schl wif mi first den go parkway eat.. den they dun wan.. in the end glenn din go eat.. so onli si chub n bad mojo go eat at roxy square.. and gues wad. bad mojo told mi tt i shuld get down already when it was not even the stop yet!! den i had to walk one bus stop.. =C
hmphf!! qi si wo le. wadevers. i went schl.. den i so toot.. i dun even noe where the results were placed.. den dun care.. i saw miss koh den i asked her where to get the forms for appealin.. den she ask mi wad klas i wanna appeal to and all tt.. she said i dun realli stand a lot of chance.. corz i put lit as second choice mars.. dunno lors.. aftr takin the form.. i stil toot.. wanna see ppl's klas mars.. hahas.. i wanna check hu go 3h.. den go c lor.. so i asked miss koh again.. corz she was outside the office.. den i go see.. my klas realli onli 3 ppl go lea.. i think 3h is seriously gonna sark lor.. hais~ oh man. wad if i dun get 3f? but den.. on the other hand.. i'm afraid i will fail fail fail and fail my lit all the way.. but i kinda lyk lit lea.. and i lyk eng too.. hmm.. i hate history.. but i lyk history of china.. hahas.. lyk so interestin.. oh yars, las nite i watched the "zou xiang gong he" is dis show abt the history of china.. part of it of corz.. it's impossible to show the 5000 yrs of china history into one show rite!! pls lars.. toot.. it's realli nice lor.. den can learn the chim chinese also.. but v sad for mi, i went to bed halfway thru.. (perhaps not even halfway) corz i was sooo tired.. den nxt dae got choir mars.. so had to sleep.. yups.. okae, bck to my appealin topic. i asked shu en abt lit klas.. she said the same thing as wad HEY and PAPA ZHU said.. i gues everyone's gonna sae the same thing again and again.. but wth. i dun exactly lurve lit lors.. i jus lyk it.. and i lurve eng kaes.. and chi too.. den 3f.. it's not lyk i hav any frens dere either.. but i'm sure it'll b much better than 3h rite!! definitely.. i mean, lyk,
DUH!!!! so wad shuld i do. i still dunno. nvm lars.. i take form ler.. man man xiang.. hav till 29th.. actually 28th lars, corz 29th hav to hand in ler.. kkaes..
hmms. aftr SF todae went tamp wif cuz to makan.. den zou zou a while.. bought a prez for cockroach at 77th street.. and gues wad i bought?
hamtaro biscuits!! rawks man.. i had hamtaro lollipops a few weeks ago.. now gonna eat the biscuits.. but i she bu de chi oso.. soo cute.. hahas.. is chocolate biscuits wors~ hehees.. dun get jealous.. u can get it at cheers at 2 bucks.. cheap hor.. x) kies.. den went arcade.. oh man. i cant believe i went to tt sarky place. i hate hate hate hate hate the arcade.. corz it's so freakin noisy.. but i still went.. lols~ went to play dis dunno wad game.. sth lyk street fighter de.. jus changed $1 er yi k.. cannot anyhow spend money on dis useless meaningless stuffs.. but so fun.. =xXx tt tym play wif si chub at yong en's dunno hu's chalet.. hahas.. den i keep winnin de.. now my cuz lyk keep winnin.. unfair.. nvm lars.. win si chub can le!! klars.. i'm damn bored lor.. gonna check my mails aftr dis.. kaes.. zou le.. bye.. and nites.. pls dream of mi kaes? lurve u!! xD
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Friday, November 21, 2003
hmms.. i'm watchin big foot on hallmark channel now.. *bored* todae supposed2 go for choir pract at siglap cc.. but din turn up.. corz havin fever plus diarrhoea (how do u spell tt) hais~ so ke lian lor.. every now and den hav to rush to the toilet..
sorri mr toilet bowl.. u mus hav suffered badly.. ydae chub came my hse den i was alreadi feelin v unwell le.. so din do much work.. she come oso.. keep usin com wan.. hahas.. pig her.. lols~ haiyars.. my msn mad mad wan.. keep signin mi out.. hais.. i dun wanna go 3h.. =C i wanna go 3f.. y ar? hu's in 3f? i dunno oso.. jus dun wanna stay in 3h.. i'm thinkin if i shuld appeal to 3f and take lit lors.. but i scared ltr vvvvv difficult.. hmms.. aftrall, no subj can b tt easy once u reach sec3, rite? den how? shuld i go for lit? duno lors.. anws, even if i appeal they might not giv mi oso mars.. haiyars.. shuld i or shuld i not? tell mi, somebody.. oh yars~ tmr's elim's burfdae..
hApPy bUrFdAe eLiM!! okaes, it's not lyk she visits my blog anyways~ nvm lars.. will b seeing her tmr.. so can wish her again.. hais~ i hope tmr no more diarrhoea.. coz tmr mus go for choir pract le.. i dun wanna miss choir pract lors.. if tmr stil hav i die.. mus run to the toilet every now n then.. ppl think i siao.. but tt tym oso lea.. tt tym is i go toilet vomit.. lols~ mad mad wan.. haiyars.. damn bored lea.. i go watch big foot le.. cyas~ ^oh yar, i added a shout box.. so feel free to shout ath u wan yaes? x) byes!!!!
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Thursday, November 20, 2003
haven blogged for 3 daes~ wheeee~ was lazy lor~ anyways, tues' choir pract was alrite!! x) yeps~ happy.. todae.. release of streamin results.. ydae i told cockroach tt i din wanna noe.. corz i wanted2 see it myself.. but den chub called n told mi i was in the same klas as karen.. so i couldnt contain my curiousity and eagerness to noe.. okaes~ 3h.. bleahs~ i'm happy coz i got the combination i wan.. at first i thot dnt.. den wanna cry lor.. den freakin-danial msged mi n saed we were in the same klas.. so i asked wad combination, jus to confirm.. and he said it was pure geog n hist elect!! yays~ same klas as glenn too.. so now i onli noe 3 ppl same as mi.. freakin-dan, karen, and glenn.. anyways.. dis yr 3fgh all same combination ar? jinyong sae wan.. means no lit? lyk so ke xi.. coz i wanna take lit too.. whahas~ i lyk my klas' combi but i dun lyk the ppl in my klas.. or shuld i sae PERSON.. yes. tt's him. freakin-dan. why?! yucks!! i wanna appeal to 3f or 3g.. coz it's same combi anyways!! wadevers!! freak!! but i hope dere're other fun ppl in my klas lor.. yeps~ hopefully sum 2b peeps.. i wonder wad klas farhanna's in.. i noe mama, ding, and jinhuang got into 3d.. the klas they wanted.. so i'm realli happy for them.. xD esp mama.. coz i noe she realli wanna go tt klas.. and ting too.. but ting not so happy lea? cheer up chub!!! xD and cockroach and ger got into 3a.. *three cheers* x)) but den so far hors.. but nvm lar.. can meet in canteen de.. hahas~ yeps~ we'll alwaes b the cookies and cream wadever craps.. wahahas~ lurve u ppl!! *mmwwah*
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Monday, November 17, 2003
hey~ i had a great tym todae.. went out wif ger, cockroach, and mama zhu.. x) we went to dis restaurant called "yuki & yaki".. it's lyk.. steamboat stuffz.. yeps. we had buffet, den jus odered the raw stuffz and ate to our hearts content.. hmm.. well, the ice-cream part was most fun.. they gave us dis melted cream in a glass.. den we had2 pour all of it into a cold fryin pan? (wth. i dunno wad it is called lars) hahas.. yea.. den we had to spread the cream over the surface and den the cream wuld harden.. den.. tada! ice-cream.. hees.. fun.. and it's nice too.. we had green tea, peach sherbert and choc.. yeps~ the green tea was realli hao chi.. x) i had a great tym 2dae lars.. yea.. but den had to leave soon aftr we zou zou for a while.. coz havin piano lesson at 4.30.. (i thot) in the end.. it turned our to be 5.30.. hahas~ nvm lars.. better to b earli.. yeps.. piano. hais~ dunno if i shuld take my 8 exam nxt yr.. i wanna, but i dunno if i'm up to it.. my tchr wants mi2 take it nxt yr, coz she says there IS enuff tym.. my mum too.. coz if not sec4 v bz lers.. shuld i take it nxt yr? yes rite? i think so too.. and i cant wait to get a new piano.. =xXx i stil lyk the wilh. steinberg even though dad says petrof is better.. haiyars~ dunno lars.. sui bian bahs~ it's not lyk i'm gonna perform or sth.. but dad says tt'll b the las piano he'd buy.. (lyk duh) and it'll b mine when i get married and all tt craps.. (wad if i dun? stil mine lars) yeps.. kaes. wanna go eat lers.. byes!
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
had.a.bad.bad.dream.wells.. laz nite.. i dreamt tt choir had dis performance or competition thingie.. den when we were all ready2 go on stage.. when i realised tt i forgot to bring my court shoes.. =xXx i was lyk soo damn scared kaes.. den in the end i went sum corner2 hide when the choir went to sing.. ="'( sobs man.. was lyk damn sad.. i couldnt sing with the choir.. left all alone.. *sniff sniff* realli afraid tt miss goo and mr kwei wuld scold.. hais~ tues. tues. tues. pls. pls. pls. pls. dun. dun. dun. dun. come. hais~ *nervous* wad can i do? nth.. hais~ ciaos~
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Friday, November 14, 2003
sArKy-dAehais~ ="'( bad dae todae. went4 choir pract at siglap cc.. hais~ ="'( got dis unlarky numba.. THIRTEEN!! ="'( and i was tellin florence tt it was a realli unlucky numba, coz it's xiao pig's numba.. lols~ and oso bcorz she alwaes get called.. and den.. "soprano, thirteen" OH MAN!! y so unlucky wan?!?! hais~ was so cold, was shivering liaos, den tell mi2 sing.. onli one frm sop.. corz quartet.. oh man!! sarks alrite. freak. i sang v softly coz v scared.. den.. hais~ mr kwei kinda scolded us.. he saed we sang realli badly, which i totally agree.. he saed tt if we continue2 giv him dis standard he'll kick us outta choir.. den he got the sec1s to sing.. 4 sec1s, one frm each section.. their singing was rather fine.. mr kwei said it doesn't matter if the notes are wrong and all tt.. he wants volume.. and tt was wad we din hav.. and he saed tt gud music is produced when u want to do it, and not when u r forced to do it.. he's rite isnt he? yeps~ i noe i want to do it, but i'm scared!! hais~ mojo saed he couldn hardly hear.. chub too.. hais~ the unluckiest dae in my lyf? or shuld i sae lucky? coz.. if i nv got to sing, i might not feel frightened? den i wuld not hav started practising myself coz i'm scared? i'll try my bez on tues.. hais~ tues gonna sing individually i think? sec1s and 2s onli.. hais~ sad case man.. wad if i realli get kicked out.. it's not onli sad, but diu lian too.. gosh. kicked out.. hais~ join library? omg. pls lars. oh man.. i cant imagine.. tk choir rawks.. but choir pract sarks.. ="'( actually not realli lars.. at least everytime we learn sth? failure makes ppl learn.. rite? yeps.. i think i learnt sth too? i mus project!! i mus overcome my fear!! and i need tt self confidence.. someone? pls? help mi?
can someone pls build up some self confidence in mi? hais~ *sobs*
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003
freak. freak. freak. freak. freak.went out wif cuzzies todae.. had lunch togetha n walked ard.. yups~ fine day i wuld sae. when i reached home. the atmosphere changed to a rather disgustin one. i dun lyk dis place anymore. it sucks. especially wif one more dog ard. seriously. suck. oh man. i dunno why i hav such a dog.. oh man.. gosh.. hais~ wad can i do? well.. i can tell ppl tt i dun hav any.. yups.. tt's jus great man. i'm realli thankful tt i'm still alive. thank you. i wonder how long i'd live.. anyways. even if i die, hu wuld care? hu wuld cry? hu? you? no way.. you? no way!! you? DEFINITELY NOT. u cant wait rite? i'm sure.. it's fine wif mi.. i dun care. anyway, i wun feel sad coz i wun b able to feel anythin aftr i die.. it's alrite.. perfectly alrite. i dunid ur pity ok? thnx a lot. wadever. do u think dere's a chance of mi even living till 21? well.. i dunno.. life is unpredictable.. and being someone lyk mi, life is at stake every minute, every second.. well.. i jus wanna sae thnk u to all my frens, especially TAY JIA YUAN.. a great fren, i wuld sae.. sum1 u can trust wif all ur heart n soul, sum1 whose hands u can put ur life in.. thnx man.. or rather.. thnx gurl.. hmm.. i hope i can get my grade8 piano cert b4 i die? and perhaps, my violin cert too? and.. i realli realli realli wish i can get to learn the flute.. at least grade3? plz? b4 i die? plz? i realli realli wish i can.. hais~ i dunno.. bye.. ="'( -*i'M hUngRy*-
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DdOtSs~ hmms~ woke up at ard 10+.. den started2 pack my room.. mus clear all my stuffz.. den i was thinkin if my notes shuld b kept.. den i ask bao bei.. den take so long to reply coz he dunno got wad.. so i jus cleared those junk.. den rest liaos.. went out wif piggy, zenas, david, wei jia, hin fan, jun kai, angela, adeline, wei sheng, yong en, and the cute xiuqi.. hahas~ we watched the matrix revolutions.. yeps.. den.. durin the movie.. hmms~
dots. i dunno wad2 sae lor. lyk soo weird. i mean lyk.. hUh. i mean. aiyars. dunno wad i mean lar. jus feel damn weird.. =xXx i dunno wad to sae lar.. but i gues it's jus.. dunch noe!!~ wadevers. newaes.. i left halfway lor.. actually not even half.. less than halfway thru i leave ler.. coz got piano lesson at 5.30 lors.. they v stupid wan lars, watch at such a late tym.. mao mao left wif mi.. soo nice hors.. ahahs~ we took a cab.. actually sae share de lars.. den in the end he pay.. =pPp hahas~ reached home 5 mins earlier.. practised my bolero.. when my tchr came.. i realised tt i played it at a wrong timin.. almost dere.. i'll practise hard.. hees~ yeps. todae her burfdae lea.. den she show mi her prez.. a pair of flippers.. lols~ so farnie.. yups.. i went to amazing grace presbyterian church, my cuzzie's church4 a sermon on prayer.. yups.. the pastor shared abt his experiences and all tt.. wow~ God is realli soo wonderful.. He can do miracles.. we've jus gotta believe.. prayin is realli impt.. yeps~ anyways, dis is the chorus part of a hymn which we sang dis evening durin singspiration n i realli lyk it..
draw me nearer, nearer blessed Lord,
to the cross where Thou has died,
draw me nearer, nearer blessed Lord,
to Thy precious bleeding side.
it's realli nice n i realli lyk it.. the startin part is nice too, but i cant remember the words.. =P okies.. it's kinda late now, isnt it.. it's lyk 12.11.. wahahs~ y i stay up so late ar? farnie.. lols~ kie lars.. zou le.. wan an!! x)
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Sunday, November 09, 2003
..fReE*fReE*fReE.. finally.. it's over.. it was not a solo afterall, i played togetha wif the flute.. gosh. it's lyk soo damn nice.. i lurve it so much kaes.. i realli hope i can learn it one dae.. gotta concentrate on my piano first bahs~
xiuqi, jiayou!! =D wahhas~ kie lars. emmm.. yeps. aftr the service, we were lyk playin ard wif the instruments.. kangling all tt were tryin out the new drum set.. ahhas.. they nv use the drum stick, den got scolded my pastor ang.. well actually, not exactly scold lar.. he nv scold.. jus tell.. yeps~ we had curry n beehoon for lunch.. quite nice lars.. but no drinks.. haha~ actually hav lars, but den when i wanna drink, no more liaos.. yea lors. den we waited4 the director or sth lyk tt.. he's teachin in the methodist thingie i think.. yeps.. then he came n train us for the christmas outreach thingie.. we had2 play the alto parts4 joy to the world (in the meantime), coz the piece is in SATB de.. den he said he'll arrange it for violin soon i think? yeps. den v farnie, we play keep havin split notes at the c#.. hahas.. sumtyms is mi, sumtyms is yile.. wahhas~ pai seh. nvm lar. tt guy play the drum sooo nice okaes.. lyk so cool.. i wanna learn!! okae. wadever. i'm krazy, everythin oso wanna learn.. hahas~ but realli lor.. the drummer i think is greg? izzit? or jerome? dunch noe.. coz they're twins mars.. hahas~ =xXx anyways, their sis v pro.. play the piano sooo well.. i think she can play the violin oso? think so.. yea lor. hmmms.. den the practice ended quite earli lors.. den uncle qi xin sent mi to sengkang, my teacher's hse for my lesson.. he ask mi how2 go frm sembawang.. i was lyk.. er.. i dunno.. hahas~ coz everytym my daddy bring mi dere i sleep in the car mars.. when i open my eyes i reach le lors~ well, even if i was awake, i wun noe how2 go oso lars.. coz i'm not the kind hu can recognise road names and all tt stuffaz.. =xXx yar lar. gou le. wo hen lei ar.. ydae go SF soo sleepy.. den keep kena asked qsns.. ydae realli headache until wanna die lor.. felt lyk tt tym when i drank the wine.. whahas~ mad. klar. i'm gettin quite sick of the com.. i jus dun lyk it, but i lyk it.. get it?.. well, nvm.. u wun, i noe u dun, coz neither do i.. =xXx wadevers. u noe wad. nowadays he start msgin mi n tell mi tt he cooked dinner4 his family n all tt.. well.. i thot he msged mi specially to tell mi tt.. but wth.. he tells pig too? =xXx he is a farnie guy.. i dun understand wad he is thinkin.. *weird* jus hope his
tHiRd fiNgA is fine lors.. arhs. well. hu cares anyway. bye for da moment~
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Friday, November 07, 2003
hi~ todae.. woke up at ard 11 bahs~ den do dis do tt.. noe wad?
i mastered the first part of bolero!! yayy!! three cheers for mi!! i'm soo happy ok.. hmmz.. u noe.. when i'm happy, the first person hu comes to my mind.. is u.. at a moment, i wanted2 tell u tt i was realli happy, coz i did sth which i coudnt do a day ago.. but.. perhaps i shuldnt.. it'll jus make u think tt i.. hais~ i shuldnt.. but i noe u'd b realli happy for mi if i had told u.. hais~ wad can i sae. i jus dislike the word "wait".. i'm impatient, i dun wan ppl2 wait4 mi either.. no thnx.. no no no~ i'm jus afraid.. wad if aftr tt period of waitin i'd sae the same thing again.. it wuld b a futile wait, and i'd feel lyk so guilty n bad.. i dun wanna feel tt way plz.. haiya!! i dunno la~
oh and u noe wad.. it's not my fault k.. but she read my chat logs.. i'm sorri.. realli sorri.. but wo zhen de bu shi gu yi de.. i 4got tt u told mi those stuff.. and.. hais~ sorri lors~ but actually wo xiang xin ni yi jing gai guo le.. so i'll xplain things! i promise.. shux man.. damn sorri.. hais~
anyways, i was deleting my mails when i saw this mail frm my cousin a few weeks ago, a mnth, perhaps.. i hope tt you (yes, u) wuld read it.. i realli agree wif my cousin.. we shuldnt take ppl ard us for granted.. we never noe when we'll lose them.. take care.. luv u alwaes~
hErEe iTt iSs..
Dear Cousins,
I am now in a situation when I am unable to describe my feelings. Grandma just called me to inform us that our grand-uncle may not be able to pass through tonight. Fortunately, he is a Christian and therefore I believe that he will hold on to his faith to fight the last battle-DEATH. Grandma was sobbing when she conveyed the information to me. I was greatly saddened by that. I can image how the close family must be feeling right now.
The scene at the hospital on 17 December 2000 was a night that has rooted into my mind. I was (fortunately) awakened that particular to see our grandfather for the last time before he went with the lord. The type of feeling of lost and anguish was unbearable. Tears will flow uncontrollable out of our eye socket. Grandfather fought a good fight.
Quoted from the bible: 'DEATH is swallowed up in VICTORY'
I urge all of you to constantly pray for our elders and each another and to know more about our elderly especially grandmother.
May God constantly be with us and remind us to know what is right and wrong. Amen
Hongsheng
27-10-2003
10.57PM
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Thursday, November 06, 2003
gues wad? when i woke up dis mornin, my piano tchr was standin at the end of my bed.. wahahas~ i 4got i hav piano mars.. so earli lea.. 1.20.. hais~ but ok lor.. quite farn, coz todae my tchr brought sum scores for mi.. one is bolero.. and the other is dunno luv sth de.. both v nice lor.. but the bolero kinda hard.. kaos~ tt wan grade 6 exam piece lor~ den she want mi2 learn up the socra monte, grade8 de, i learn till wanna die le lors.. haiyars~ sian. sunday. sunday. sunday.
stress. stress. stress. goodness. solo? shux man.. i scared!! ltr play sharp or flat sure die de.. i hope got piano accompaniment lor.. seriously hope.. if not sure si le la!! hais~ pls pray hard for mi.. thnx~
anyways todae i went out wif my cuzzie.. saw gila and yock shan.. mi n my cuzzie watched the park.. kinda scary lor.. am i brave or wad? yeps. i noe i am.. ahhas.. klar, actually is my stupid cousin wanna watch de lor.. she was lyk even more frightened than mi kaes, all i did was pull her jacket and all tt, she jus keep covering her eyes wif her hands.. ahahs.. wad lors~ then we went home at ard 8 plus, goin to 9.. den lyk aftr we got off the bus, stil hav a little distance frm our hse mars, den mus walk, dark dark de.. she was lyk
"if onli kenneth was here hors.." wahahs~ ken, i hope u see dis.. lolx~ wo zou le~ si bren, tok halfway dunno disappear to where le.. hais~ i so ke lian now.. oie stupid mosquito, get lost la!! =( nitez~
oh yar~ b4 i sleep, one more thing.. i dreamt of bao bei ydae!! lols~ i dreamt tt we stead.. den he so nice to mi.. wahhaha~ so farnie man.. seriously wanna luff until die.. ahahaa~ klar, shui jiao le.. wan an!! x)
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Wednesday, November 05, 2003
todae hors, i jus realised my pro-ness.. wakaka~ i can recite so many tang shi.. dis mornin recited tang shi for chUb.. she was impressed alrite. yeps. i noe tt okaes. it's ok to deny tt, chub. it's alrite wif mi k? but dun b too jealous of mi ya? whahahs~ =xXx *wo bian proud le* oh no~ sorrys~ wahahs~ wadever la. neway, todae had sectionals in the musiq room. when we reached schl, we gotta read sum stuff.. cant sae here wors.. coz.. heh. dangerous lor? wahahs. we were doin "palm readin".. kewl hUh. lols~ farnie. wth lor. she so bian tai. bian tai-er than kevvie.. whha. jk lors. coz
kevvie not bian tai, but dunno y
shok call him bian tai? k lar, dun disturb the both of them ler.. coz they.. hmmm~ tee hee.. yeah. den sectionals, we go dere n hear sec 1s sing.. it's lyk, we feel their diagphram, den check if they punch lor.. aftr tt sing o magnum individually, den sum ppl dismissed, then we go slack in the music room.. whas. den aftr tt chub came.. den we ciaoz lor.. den go meet bren.. went bugis watch the ong bak.. quite nice la.. but yi zhi da jia de.. but the storyline is healthy bahs? yeps.. it's abt
Ting helpin the village to get the stolen ong-bak's head bck.. coz this DON person go steal the head of ong-bak, which is their buddha or sth.. yeah.. den bren mad mad de.. he sae he wanna learn.. whahas.. siao~ okaes. now, here i am sooo bored.. haiyar. si ren, nobody tokin2 mi now.. soo bored lor. tt
sBd not online again.. hais~ go watch tv lohs~ now nine liao.. wahhas. buhbyee~
*mUaCkzZzZz*
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Tuesday, November 04, 2003
ALMIGHTY CHUB IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Peace is restored again the fake buttercupbaby is atrocious moving around wrecking and destroyin ...... She is let loose as the stoopid mojojojojojo let her off lol hence she is off to destroy AGAIN!@ OMG we shudnt let this contd so the ALMIGHTY CHUB IS BACK!!!!!!!!!! HEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!^^
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BORED!~
hehees.. changed my lay.. cute rite!! lyk mi.. x) stupid chub.. tell her2 call mi she nv call mi.. i'm so freakin bored.. alhfsjdfhjfhjlshfjd.. bOred bOrEd bOred!! jus now. hais. cried. coz. hais. hais. hais. dun wanna tok abt it k? newaes.. so sad, den i go play vln.. played salut d' amour.. play liao realli wanna cry.. coz lyk it's soo nice.. sth lyk lurve song.. v nice de.. yeah.. anyways, laz nite couldn't sleep.. till lyk 2? den i received cockroach's msg at ard 1.30, tellin mi they've reached thai safely. yay~ xD so glad to hear tt.. hmm.. wonder wad they're doin now.. so shuang wan.. orh i noe.. mebbe at the floatin market or sth? yeah.. coz laz nite went airport to send them off.. oh yar!!
and they took my beloved sock!! den saw the itenarary.. yeps. quite fun lor. go overseas trip wif frens lea.. tt tym go aus soo fun!! hope the genting trip will b fun too.. haiyar. damn bored. wanted2 call my cuzzie go out.. den she gg out wif her fwens.. piggy out wif her dad.. sianz. hu else to call? cockroach? ger? ding? yeah rite.. they fly bck here n go gai gai wif mi den aftr tt fly bck hor? funni. wadever la.
stupid chub. when r u gonna call mi? never? *hmphf* bad gurl. jus now i called her then she was havin tuition mars.. hai. actually hor.. i feel tt i'm too slacky ler.. gotta start studyin.. hais. but i lazy!! den no mood oso mars.. study mus hav mood den will absorb de.. hee hee.. k lar.. i promise the
LATEST nxt wk i'll study k?.. promise promise promise!! i'm so hungry now lor.. hav not had lunch yet.. haiya!!! STUPID CHUB TING.. when r u gonna call.. i wanna go ur hse la.. coz my mum gg my grndma's hse.. den my kor oso not at home, so no one to quarrel wif mi.. NOT FUN DE.. oie!! call la.. =( on the count of three, if dun phone dun ring den i will.. blah k.. 1.. 2.. 3.. stupid gurl. one laz chance.. 1.. 2.. 3.. oie!! bad gurl. *hmphf* ok i noe i'm v lame.. but i'm seriously so bored tt i do such things.. sum1 tok2 mi la!! cant wait 4 tmr.. tmr gg schl.. ok.. wad? cant wait? first tym i sae such things hor. but honestly. i rather go schl for another round of tests than stayin at home2 rot!! okaes. i hope nite tym will approach soon, at least there's sth on tv for mi 2 watch rite.. alamaks. mebbe i go read the "zou chu xiang ya ta" le..
STUPID CHUB!! when i see u, i'll CHUB u.. =(
wahahas.. told u i'm
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Monday, November 03, 2003
okies. woke up at ard 12+ goin to 1.. soo shuang lors.. no schl! yay! but kinda boring actually.. lalala. anyways, dreamt of kitty again! wth lors, dis is the second tym, and i dunno wad kinda crappy dream is tt.. dun get it. =xXx shen jing bing.. erms, ltr goin to airport for dinner with cockroach, ger, mama zhu, ding and pig.. mama, cockroach, ger and ding goin thai.. *sobs* wo hui hen xiang ni men de.. ="'( kie lar. nvm de. they'll b bck v soon mars.. den can go out togetha lors.. mojo reminded mi abt 20th nOv again. wah. i tell him not to worry, but actually i'm soo worried. i v scared lea! how?! hais. nvm lors. anyways, wad can i do? ya lors. kie lar. hen sian lea. realli v sian.. weds sectionals. eEeks~ 1.30.. hais. sian. kie lar.. ciaoz~
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Sunday, November 02, 2003
harlooz~ ydae went ACS barker rd for choral fiesta.. wah. tt schl was lyk dunno wad. damn big. dun look lyk schl lor. got sports center wif swimming pool all tt.. wah. soo nice.. jus tt the canteen sell drinks v ex lor.. lyk twice the price of tk de.. $1.20 per can lea.. so ex. neways, i wear the court shoes my toes so painful lor.. coz nv cut toe nails.. =xXx we were at ACS frm 12.30 to 10.00.. around dere la.. so ke lian hors. aftr tt chub n i went eunos to eat.. we ordered fried kway tiao and shared.. den i had QOO fuji apple and chub had coke, as usual.. den we ordered chicken wings.. one each. dennis suddenly came over and asked for one.. we dun dare to sae no to senior mars.. so in the end we shared one.. aftr tt went to take mrt to tanah.. met bren dere.. den the 3 of us took 12.. den i went 7-11 wif bren coz he v hungry den mus buy food.. he bought biscuits. lyk huh. biscuits for dinner at 11 plus.. funni. ya, den aftr tt went home lor. sooo tired le. but still mus bathe.. den sleep ler..
dis mornin, i told my parents to leave without mi, coz we usually go grndma's hse for breakfast b4 goin to church.. i said i wuld go str to church myself.. wth man, i woke up at 9.30 aftr rejecting the stupid alarm clock's screams thrice.. i rushed lyk mad.. in the end left hse at ard 9.50.. church supposed2 begin at 10.. lolx. i was ard 20 mins late.. when i reached, jeremy was collecting the offertory.. jeremy rite? i think so.. i think is him.. ya.. den bro siong yong had his duan jiang.. yeps.. den aftr church went grndma's hse den vln lesson.. ya den here i am lors. kie lar. buaiz~
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