kiss me ]]`*

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

*yAwNniEs*

todae was a super sleepy dae for mi.. almost fell asleep durin chem lesson.. so ke lian rite.. last nite slept at ard 10+.. nowadays get realli super sleepy durin lessons.. oh no.. tmr three periods of a maths and three periods of eng.. am i gonna die dere or am i gonna jus die dere.. tell mi.. =*C so sad. but gd la, tmr's bag gonna b much lighter now.. todae had e maths tez.. no.1 i can do la, but dunno if it's correct.. no. 2.. halfway skipped to 3.. halfway go bck to 2.. stil cant find the eqn, went bck to 3 again.. ta da!! solved 3.. went bck to 2.. i finally got the solution as in i finally noe wad to do.. den mr nirav was lyk.. "you hav 2 more mins" oh no.. kuai dian kuai dian.. den too bad. i was lookin for part of the ans in the middle workings in pencil at the sides when he said pens down. sobbies. so ke lian rites.. aftr schl i went 3a find ger n cockroach.. but they disappear le.. =c den i went dwn to the canteen gonna hav lunch.. den saw pig.. *yayyies* had lunch wif her lors.. den brigitte n carmen were also dere.. brigitte damn siao lors.. wahahas.. exactly lyk pig.. wahahas.. =x anyways.. aftr tt i went home myself.. on my way to the tkg bus stop saw pearl, shok, zu kai(i spell correct mars?) and sum other ppl dunno hu.. den wanted to go shok's hse to study for lit test on fri.. den received one msg frm ma.. blah.. den i think i better b guai guai and go home.. coz ltr go dere also v late reach home le mars.. so in the end i went home.. oh yars, thnx for helpin mi to carry my books, zu kai.. wahahas~ =x

hmms.. i haven blogged for quite some time le hors? miss mi nots? yes ar? okoks.. i had a great cny.. hmms.. actually ok onli lars..

chu xi.:. went schl in the mornin.. celebration.. SUPER BORIN!! heehee.. but realli mars.. hahhas.. den er.. aftr tt i went tamp wif cockroach coz she wanted to buy sth.. but hors, at first wanted to go meet ben and yang wan lors.. den ben sheng bing.. =c so sad rites.. yea lor.. den he sae cant go le.. den ar.. aftr tamp i went orchard meet pig and weijia.. den long story.. pig's pa called and told her to go hospital. =x wah. so the three of us went lor.. had lunch dere.. hahaas.. quite nice lea.. the steak.. hahahas.. aftr lunch we sit dere tok tok a while.. den mi n weijia left lors.. den ben msged mi ask mi go yang's hse.. wah. siao lors. so tired le rites.. den lazy to go all the way bck to schl dere.. hahas.. den aftr tt ben came my hse.. wahahhaha.. playground dere.. his hair v nice.. WAHAHAHA.. =x he came coz his popo's hse near my hse mars.. yaes.. den aftr he left den i went up bathe.. den go my own popo's hse for tuan yuan fan.. the food was not that nice la.. -_- but realli mars.. hahas.. but.. ok lors.. we eat together quite nice.. hahas.. yaes.. x)) all the "children" sit at one table mars.. den the adults sit at another table.. aftr dinner we tok n play all tt.. den played wif sparklers.. hahas.. fUn!! yups.. den went home quite late.. went online and dunno do wad.. and my day ended..

chu yi.:. mornin went to church.. den a bit bs.. heehees.. coz my parents go sit at this place under the air-con den i was lyk so cold.. den ma tell mi to change place.. den change again.. dat's i was quite sheng qi.. den yixin said she saw mi quite sheng qi.. hahahhas.. oops. =xXx anyways.. aftr church went popo's hse bai nian.. den nobody was dere yet.. except for my super piggy cuzzie, chen yiying. stil in bed. i went up to wake her up.. wahahas.. yaes.. den aftr tt stayed at popo's hse till lyk.. 4 plus? yaes.. wait for everybody to come mars.. den got all the angbaos.. heehees.. x)) tt nite i had reunion dinner wif my mama's side relatives.. but quite sad, coz yip ying din turn up with da jiu.. coz their religion says dat they cant go bai nian on chu yi.. =x got such thing wan mea.. hmms. -_-

chu er.:. free dae.. woke up at ard 3 plus i think? izzit? i forgot.. or izzit 2 plus.. ya.. ard dere.. den aftr tt went out wif ws and yong en.. wahahhas.. can u believe it, yong en's my k1 klasmate.. saw his pic.. wahahha.. damn cute!! lols.. last tym so innocent.. now so.. hahahahha.. xP yups.. went orchard.. den met huihui lao shi and joyce.. hahas.. went to eat sushi.. ya.. den aftr tt i went pari for dinner.. ya..

chu san.:. visitation ya.. hahas.. woke up at ard 9.. coz had to meet in church at 10.. den so sleepy lea.. den it was rainin.. pa fetched us dere.. den we practised for a few mins.. den left for ewis' hse.. den ar.. 7 of us actually squeezed in the back seat of my dad's car.. pro rite!! hahahas.. i noe.. wahahha.. yups. ya.. lazy to blog abt the detailed visiting process lars.. all i noe was.. it was pourin lyk crazy.. den dere was a part when all of us were drenched.. ya.. den at nite went over to desmond's hse to discuss abt the games thing.. we were lyk super las min.. hahas.. ya.. blahs.. tired of typin le..

anyways. enuf of bloggin for todae ya.. will come bck again soon.. hahas.. ya.. happy new yr!! todae's chu liu!! yuppies.. x)) anyways.. i lurve dis song!! x))

*~MR. BIG.- hold on little girl~*
Hold on little girl
show me what he said to you
stand up little girl
a broken heart can't be that bad
when it's threw it's threw
fake will twist the both of you
so come on baby come on over
let me be the one to show you

Ref.
I'm the one who wants to be with you
deep inside i hope you feel it too
waited on a line of wings and blues
just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
so you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
little boy that talks to much
I've seen it all
go down, yor game of love was a rinned out
So come on baby, come on over
let me be the one to hold you

Ref.

Why be alone
when we can be together baby
you can make my life would wild
i can make you start to smile

when it's trew it's threw
a fake will twist the both of you
so come on baby come on over
let me be the one to show you

Ref [x2]

just to be the next to be with you...

zai jian!! x))

illusion-

Sunday, January 18, 2004

hey!! haven blogged for soooo long.. real lazy lors.. wahahhas~ anyways.. many things happened.. hais. todae.. manap died..................................................... heart attack.. hais. =*c he has been in tk since it was formed.. it's lyk.. he has alreadi become part of the schl.. i used to b realli afraid of him.. coz it's lyk.. he talks to himself? but.. it'd b strange w/o him ard.. rite? hais.. rest in peace.

anyways.. dis mornin.. choir was supposed to begin at 9.. i was supposed to meet wanting at ard 8 so dat we could go hav breakfast togetha and return my library book.. but den.. when i woke up.. i saw the clock.. 8.50.. i was lyk so shocked.. jumped out of bed and ran ard the hse lyk a crazy woman.. den i flew down to hail a cab.. thnk God i got a cab immediately.. den he go wrong way!! den must u-turn bck.. den i gave seven dollars n told him to keep the change.. coz the change was ten cents.. hahahas.. was late lor.. but lucki no teacher.. heehee.. it was warm ups.. den they were doin blendin excercise.. hais. i missed the warm ups. hais. =*c will not b late the nxt tym..

aftr sf.. went bedok for dinner.. saw si chub dere.. wif a junior? suprisin rite.. a junior frm 1f.. ahaas.. yups.. hmm.. lalala.. bored. i'm damn bored. i hav loads of hw. i hav no mood to do.. no mood.. hais. how. hais. =*c i feel so stressed out.. sec3.. realli horrible.. i think it's the teachers mebe? mr nirav rox lor.. mr tan kee hoe too.. nv giv hw wan.. hee.. i dun lyk mrs choi.. =c i noe she's a gd teacher.. but i find her a lil proud proud kinda thing.. i dunno.. i lyk mrs ong too.. heh.. x)) hmmm.. dreadin mondae. =c i hate hw.. y must they giv so much hw? why? i hav chinese test on mondae.. two chapters.. hais. i feel soooooooooo stressed.. help mi. =*c

qing xiang, please stay at home nxt saturdae!! dun purposely go out lars!!! =C

illusion-

Friday, January 09, 2004

hello!!!! xiang wo ma? yes ar? i knew it.. wahaha~ it's fridae!!! yays~ finally break time.. heehee~ x)) so many things happened dis whole wk.. but i mus sae tt i'm startin to lyk my klas more.. x)) discovered more nice ppl.. heehee.. oh.. n i'm realli glad dis wk's over, coz no more duty nxt wk!! hhahaha.. at first they put mi as sweepin de wor.. den i sae i dun wan, wanna clean board.. but tt's worse lor.. clean till shou so suan.. den some teacher's markers sth wrong wan lor.. xtremely hard to erase wan.. -_- anyways.. lit is kinda hard. todae mrs poon gave us notes on Henry IV.. woah. horrible.. one whole load of stuff.. the words r sooo tiny.. arghs. i haven even bought the book yet lors.. hmmm.. maths.. i'm stil copin well.. luckily got mrs poh lor.. if not i realli die le lor.. yups~ x)) oh n guess wad? our notice board's bckgrnd colour's pink.. hot pink n light pink.. alternate.. lols~ at first i was lyk suggestin hot pink to carl.. den he sae ok.. wahahhaha~ serious lor.. actually, i think if the whole board's hot pink, it wuld b even nicer.. so ke xi.. hahas.. but nvm lar.. we're hot enuff.. wahaha~ hmm.. i realised dere're stil sum unfamiliar faces in my klas.. OH YA.. i forgot to blog abt ydae!!

ydae.. carl, pearlene, zhu kai, joy, james n i went parkway to buy stuff for the notice board.. we went banquet to makan first.. den my phone rang.. den dis person jus shouted in the fone n asked mi where i was.. dat person seriously sounded so much lyk xiong lor!! den i thot it was her.. n i was lyk.. she call mi for wad?! to confirm my thoughts, i asked hu the person was.. n guess wad?? guess!! it was dOrMiNiC goodness!! which freakin idiot gav him my number.. i was lyk.. shucks man. den i jus ended the call.. lols~ kinda bad rite.. but sorri lor.. i was lyk so pEtRiFiEd.. i continued eatin my chicken rice.. bleahs.. blahs.. *call lai le.. it was him again.. he said.. "i dun wanna scream n shout at u.. jus wanna b nice.. jus tell mi where u r.." and i said.. bugis.. i said i wasnt wif carl n all tt.. and den he said i told him previously tt i was at parkway.. =x and the worse thing's tt he heard zhu kai's voice.. wahaha~ so sad. so i told him i was at macs.. n zhu kai was at the other table.. n i also said i din go n buy the stuff coz i'm not in the com.. which is quite true.. hahas~ and i think he went macs? and den carl called him and said tt he's at jurong point.. =xXx blah.. blah.. den we were lyk v careful when we made our way to popular.. coz so scared will peng dao ta.. den dunno how to xplain how carl can b at parkway and at the same time, at jurong point.. -_- okok.. end of story..

dis mornin.. dorm was lyk givin dis damn scary n fierce look.. wif his eyes bulgin out, as if they're gonna pop out at mi any min.. =xXx i'm scared.

anyway.. i'm kinda bored lor.. den i ate so much todae.. wahaha~ becomin lyk a pig.. oh no!! oh no!! =xXx shen jing bing.. buhbye lars!! shoo shoo shoo.. -_-
*dreadin mondae*
ciao.

illusion-

Sunday, January 04, 2004

hmmms.. currently, i'm searchin for a new lay to change to.. cant find any tt i realli lyk tho.. hmmm.. nvm.. gues i'll hav to wait till the weekends ba.. coz mondae to fri might not hav time to come online nemore.. *sobs* hmmm.. dis is a song which i realli lyk.. my three yr old cousin can sing it.. cool huh!! i'm not lyin.. realli. x)) this song was sang by The Who.. and then Limp Bizkit re-sang it.. oh well~ i kinda prefer The Who's.. coz it's lyk.. dIfFeReNt. lyk duh.. hahahha.. it's jus nicer ba? x))

bEhInD bLuE eYeS

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool

If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

anyway.. lemme blog abt ydae.. ydae, aftr sf, went out wif yiling, ying, ben ben, and yang.. went parkway for lunch.. had bk.. blah~ den i was playin wif ben ben's fone.. den.. tada.. "please enter ur puk code" hahahha.. my fault my fault my fault. SORRY BEN BEN.. kae.. u wun get to see dis anyway.. hahahs~ hmmm.. luckily the singtel hello shop was stil open.. if not i die!! hahha.. all coz of tt, ben couldnt cut his hair liao.. coz the shop close le.. =c sorri la.. we went to the beach.. walked dere, coz quite near mar.. den my mum keep callin.. CRAP LOR. feel lyk screamin at her.. she said she giv mi 20 mins to reach home.. wad kinda rubbish is tt.. i fly oso cant reach rite.. SIAO!!! due to her stupid rubbish crap, we went to the beach onli for a while.. =C den wanted to take a cab home de.. den no cab.. yang called his mama.. den his mama came n fetch yiling, ying n mi home.. den yang n ben no space.. so they go bck themselves.. coz yang lives near pw.. =x all coz of mi rite.. mus ma fan his mama.. HAIS!! piggy idiot. =x anyway.. i wanna forget abt ydae's angriness k? coz my mum's kinda DOTS. coz she din scold at all when i reached home.. sth wrong!! oh ya.. i saw so many ppl at pw lor.. first it was clara, den gelina, den rachelle.. quite a lot la huh? hahahha.. =x

hmmm.. todae.. went church lor.. den sunday schl introduced a couple of new stuffs.. quite ok la.. i lyk it.. shant elaborate.. coz quite lazy.. aftr church went popo's hse for lunch and all tt.. uh-huh.. den.. er.. went home to take my violin lor.. den went for lesson.. now zai jia lor.. jus now "did" a lil bit of maths.. heh~ gonna bathe soon.. yeps.. cyas!! gonna miss u, bloggie, coz wun b able to come so often nemore.. miss mi!!! x)) *mwah*

illusion-

Saturday, January 03, 2004

heeeeeloooooo!! bloggie!! hao jiu bu jian le.. hmmms~ hApPy nEw yEaR!! i shant blog abt `last yr ya? hahahas.. hmm..

fIrSt oF jAn:. woke up at 12+ was v sheng qi when i woke up.. can u imagine, ur 2 younger cousins jus came in to wake u up.. how do u spell RESPECT?! dere was simply no respect for mi.. obviously my door was closed, n they jus barged in to wake mi up in the middle of my sweet dreams.. wth. well, i'm not angri wif them for wakin mi up.. it's not bcoz it was `earli, accordin to my own time.. it was bcoz i hate ppl to come into my room when i'm sleepin!! den dis yimin n yanguang came into my room.. yanguang started followin his sis and was lyk.. 'qi lai qi lai qi lai!!' he was cute alrite!! but a pity, i realli hate ppl hu come into my room when i'm sleepin.. my mum, dad or bro's fine tho.. =x and i den i was so angri, i kinda flared n told them to get out.. *uh-oh* and den gues wad?!?!?! my mum was the one hu told them to go wake mi up!! fReAk. wadever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =C hmph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok anyway, i woke up n i kinda complained to my dad, hopin tt he'd understand.. but instead of understandin, he scolded mi instead!! wad is dis!! =C went grandma's hse for lunch.. den aftr tt went out wif ben ben n ying.. yang was supposed to go too, but den he was lyk sleepin the whole dae.. piggy~

bAcK tO sChL:.

gud thing, i wasnt late, but was rather earli.. and dere was dis `gud news.. "schl will start 5 mins ltr frm monday onwards.." wth. five mins n u call tt gud news? =x okok.. it's such a fab thing!! whoa!! -_-" anyways.. my klas.. 11 gurls, and er.. 20+ boys.. total population was lyk less than 40.. hmm.. =x wad a superb form teacher we've got.. he's SO COOL.. WAY COOL.. wanna noe more? dun ask mi.. i dunno how to describe him, he's jus so damn cool.. jus come to my klas for a sit-in lesson.. jus 5 mins, n i garuntee u'll b beggin to stay, coz he's jus SO SO COOL.. yeah~ dun b too jealous ya? =x hmmm.. my klass.. dun even noe half of the ppl there.. most of them, i onli noe them by their faces and names.. i onli noe lyk, sae, 3? or ard 5 mebe? pearlene's such a nice gurl.. so unlyk wad i've heard of.. so frenly.. x)) but i think she went home halfway coz she jus kinda lyk disappeared.. heard she has a fever.. =O hope she's fine now.. hmmm.. i'm SO dreadin mondae.. bleahs~ wells.. fri, aftr schl, we had half an hour's choir pract.. cool huh.. wahaha.. den aftr tt went out wif a bunch of seniors, mchong, marcus, yuxiang, wei jie, see teng, xue ping, also flo, si chub, n a junior, ah lian.. wanted to watch a movie together, but due to the timin, onli six of us ended watchin the movie.. which is, si chub, ah lian, wei jie, yuxiang, marcus n mi.. we watched "the schl of rock".. it's so damn nice.. rox man.. u gotta watch it.. x)) aftr the movie, mar n the three of us went for dinner.. but i was the onli one hu ate? =x ya.. den went home lor..

sAt:. woke up at 12+ lor.. den had brunch.. no choir pract todae.. so din hav to wake up earli.. todae's sec1 audition.. hmmm.. ltr got sf.. blah.. k.. end here le.. nth to tok abt liao.. zai jian le!! x))

illusion-