Wednesday, February 23, 2005

ive been thinking a lot..
seems like im a pretty selfish person..

SELFISH.

honestly..
if you really love and care for someone, you would want that person to be happy, even if the person's not with you..
am i right to say tt?

yups.
was just talking to qx about this..
and then as i pondered over this..

i realised i'm selfish.
a selfish pig.

if you're happy now, then i should just leave..
but im selfish..
im not happy..

but i guess i really have to try..
because you are happy.
guess tts my sole consolation..

but its hard..
its really really hard..

im on the brink of breaking downn..

illusion-

Sunday, February 20, 2005

i am scared.

and..
i want to fly a kite.

illusion-

Friday, February 18, 2005

One Last Cry
by Brian McKnight

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie

I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on and on

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I end my one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
to my last cry



such a nice song. sad too.
hmm.
well..
i think it's rather impossible to have one last cry..
because..
the last cry always turns out to be only one of the many lastss.
X=

anyway..
i finally understand why..
so its because of that.
i mean.
im fine with that, you just have to tell me..
dont have to say some other lame thingie.

sighh.

its alright.
its alright.
im alright.
im alright.
(:

tts a fake smiley..
hahahahaha..
just kidding..
the tomyam seriously somehow lifted my spirits a little..
a wee bit.

ok.
go siam kitchen everyday!!

illusion-