Sunday, February 25, 2007

i am at home.
i have no lunch.
i have to annotate othello by tmr.
i have tuition at two. (i hope he cancels!)
i am very hungry.
VERY.

):

illusion-

Saturday, February 24, 2007

past emails.
hahah.
they never fail to bring back such very bitter sweet memories and give a fuzzy warm irritating feeling inside.
i wish i was living in my inbox.
i wish i was living in those emails.
im glad i never deleted them.
or am i not?

i wish they never existed.
i wish you didnt.
i wish i dont.

I WISH I KNEW HOW IT WOULD FEEL TO BE FREE.


aye, shut up, emo freak.

hey, who's this stranger blogging on my space?
go away..
now.

illusion-

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

FROM JAY.EE.ARE.WHY.ELLE.EE.

You should'nt be afraid
Of anything in this world
What you just need is a song
To sing in your own company

I never thought you're a fool
But please, just look at you
Stand up straight and carry your own
You know all those tears are going no where

You've got to get out of this
Don't tell me later could be better

Because i will not forsake, the colours you bring
I am enchanted, still, by the light you brought to me
Listen with your ears
Open your eyes and see

That you are such a fool
Why worry like you do?
I know it isn't easy and you can't ever get enough
Of what you really need now

So what if the night runs over?
Or if the day doesn't last?
On your way you might falter
Along the stony path

Just give it a moment, or two
This time will eventually, pass




thanks........
this made me crile.
and smy.
(:

i hope i get my brile.
and my smown back.
(:




AND THERES SCHOOL TMR.
DAMN.

ifeelsick, really.

illusion-

Saturday, February 17, 2007

sixteenth february two thousand seven.
feels so different from sixteenth february two thousand six.

this year feels so different.
it began so differently.





you know what.
i love looking at the sky.
clouds.
arent they like people?
they come.
they go.
they change.
but nonetheless beautifully beautiful.
uncontrollably uncontrollable.
unchangeably unchangeable.





i think i have a lot to say to this blog aftr not talking to it for so long.
hahah.
i just want to tell YongTauHu that im trying, we are trying hard not to dislike you but its so hard, especially when you always ruin our chances of ever trying to be nice and OBEDIENT, yes your favourite word.
im really sorry for locking the stupid door ok.
i admit tts really dumb and stupid and i dont know what.





and if youre reading this, YUMMY JO and PEARL..
I MISS YOU GUYS VERY MUCH.
ITS ONLY BEEN A DAY.
HAHAH.
<3

illusion-